Passion itself is not worthy of your pursuit. I find myself often praying something like, God give me more passion, more energy, more courage. But the question becomes: passion for what? energy for what? courage for what?
The goal is never to create passion, but to discover what youre passionate about. That means finding somethingor being found by somethingthat ignites, fuels, and drives the passion in your heart. Discovering what that is can provide a singular focus and set of priorities for your life. It can create a giant Yes in your heart that will enable you to say No to a lot of unnecessary things. What we are passionate about determines the direction our life. For good or for bad, in the end we all get what we want.
Now, remember this: the objective is never to become obsessive about our passion, but to become obsessive about the object of our passion. We should be single-, not split-minded, single-, not multi-taskers, when it comes to our passion in life. One thing have I asked of the LORD, that will I seek after: that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the Lord and to inquire in his temple. (Psalm 27:4).
As a Christian, what is your passion? We should have one passion: Jesus Christ. We should have one position: His servants. Preoccupation with Jesus is a discipless number one priority. It is the essence of worship.
Our passion, then, is to know Jesus and to make him known. This is our personal mission statement. He is why we exist. What we do must be driven by that. And how we do what we do must be driven by that. But the what and the how are further shaped by the unique assignment God has given to us.
I once heard a preacher explain the difference between calling and assignment. Calling, he said, was an open hand. Assignment was the object placed into that hand. Now, Gods calling over our lives doesnt usually change, but his assignments for us often do. Our assignment isnt to be passionate. Our assignment is to with passion be good stewards of the task in hand.
On my office wall are going up sheets of paper with thoughts, Scripture verses, ideas, images promptings that may or may not turn out to be assignments from the Holy Spirit. My aim is not to become obsessive over good ideas, but to prayerfully discover the unique but cohesive set of tasks Jesus is entrusting me to do. I wont aim to be the best. But I will aim to be the best at what God calls me to do and how he calls me to do it. Not by might, nor by power, but by my Spirit, says the LORD of hosts. (Zechariah 4:6)
I love my wife. My love for her compels me to do anything for her, but it also leads me to delight in doing some things more than other things. This is the result of my personal knowledge of her and my personal relationship with her shaped by that knowledge. So with the people God has called us to. The love of Christ compels us to serve them anyway we can, but it also leads us to delight in doing some things more than others. These assignments are shaped not only by our personal knowledge and relationship with these people, but by the personal knowledge and relationship we have with the God who died and rose for each one of them.
Passion itself is not worthy of your pursuit. But Jesus is.